It is unbelievable. Truly unbelievable. I have found myself in a distant town, watching my girl play in the playground. The absence of fear is so new to me that I fear I won’t cope.

I haven’t coped before, actually I coped beyond my capabilities and then I broke and my body could not withhold it anymore. 

Now, I am here away from home, realising that I never had one, coping with the syndrome of those who cannot cope – the burn-out syndrome.

Will I survive? Still not sure. Will I persist? Probably. Will I learn from it? No doubt.

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