The legs can’t carry my body.

I am shaking.

My whole body trembling in this fear.

I am not ok.

Everything is a frustration.

I can’t bear it any longer.

This is too much.


Powerless I crumble into featus.

I breathe and hope it will pass.

It won’t. It perseveres.

I feel like vomiting.

All my muscles cramp. 

This is not me.


The ambulance comes.

They will help me.

I try to entertain them.

I always try to entertain everybody.

I always try to please.

I don’t realise it is not the right time.

The legs can’t carry me.



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